Friday, May 29, 2009

1st Time!!!

This is the first time, my parent going to see me perform something on stage. The last time i perform dancing is when i was in kindergarden time. My performance very poor that time even now i also the same. Well this Sunday is meet the parent day as my church organize this activities for everyone to bring their parents to church and have an appreciation day. That day i involve in song presentation title "We will Love" is a cantonese translation. My voice not nice all the time and i hope that i can sing better on that day.

My eye seem very weak because always face computer and less rest. I should take care of my eye but some how, i keep on repeat the same things like watch movie until late night at computer. Not only my eye are weak, my body also getting weaker. This happen maybe i didnt exercise often. Need to schedule my time to do exercise.

As for my result, im still cant confirm what i get. Actually for me 1st class or 2nd upper class is not a big different because it just different by 0.01 point. Well for employer maybe they will look at it but i think performance is the best thing to measure a person at work. How knowledge you are might not help you at work if you cant apply it in your work or your life. Similar with a Christian who also need to learn God words, practice it and apply it in our life to show our testimony to people about Christ. Well i'm still long way to go to become that level.

After I start working for two weeks, my colleague ask me what is my dream. I unable to tell him because my dream already achieve and i have no dream currently. You may guess what is my dream then? Well my dream is so simple, when i was in form 5, i want to study form 6 because everyone said form 6 is the difficult study to go. I manage to study form 6 and get good result. Then achieve already. While i study in form 6, i want to study university and get 1st class honor degree. Well i still cant confirm what i will get. Even i didnt get, what i think is i also achieve my dream and i get 1st class honor degree because i already complete the course. For now, i dont have anything to achieve. I dont dare to have dream because i know that i unable to achieve it currently for example a good career, future partner and family. All i just want to do know is to renew my strength and hope to walk in the path that God had set for me.

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