Lost Memories

Few days back, i was doing my room keeping (quite messy. Haih). So i start from my old recycle paper box and remove some old papers/books so that can fill new useful paper in. I discover so many paper that i use during my Form 6 and University time. Looking back at the work i did written in the paper reminds me back many moment that happen during University life. All the battle that went through with friends such as assignment, presentation, project and exam. Even i discover all my exam slip still there (^_^) Hehe...

So fast already one year pass after graduation and depart from school. Any progress in working life? Still the same and didn't earned much. So many responsibilities that need to take care when become an adult such as family members, work place and church. All this is just my training ground to make me a better person, like what my Sunday School Teacher tell us that this world is just a training ground for us to get us prepare to go to Heaven and now i really understand his mean. There are a lot of things to learn from a person experience and this is the way i learn things.

"Looking at the past memories to encourage us to move forward".
I hope that everyone will see their past memories (whether good or bad or even nothing significant) not to make them sad and emo but to really move forward and not repeat the mistake that done in the past.

"We can't change the past but we can change the future".
This is call HISTORY.

Song of Praise

Today I didn't go to church because I already make a promised with my cousin to attend his convocation ceremony at UCSI. So at first I was thinking that I'm gonna miss church again and feel a bit guilty and sad. When I was going there about 2pm something, I still feel that I'm guilty and go inside the hall and take a sit inside while waiting the ceremony to start.

One thing that surprise me that is the music they broadcast. I can't never imagine that they broadcast instrumental song that is very familiar, which is from the Song of Praise. At that moment, I feel very happy and amazed that how this can happen, at this kind of ceremony they broadcast this kind of music and I start to sing in my heart (but some i forget the lyrics (TT_TT)). At that very surprise moment, I feel that God still with me even though I'm not going to church to worship and I feel my surrounding is full with song like worshiping God at church.

When I think back, all the time, God is approaching me everywhere I go, when I'm not happy, God will be there and encourage me by anything that surrounding me. The Word of God, the Song of Praise and some inspiration moment surely will approach me. I really enjoy the moment that the music was broadcasting and I enjoy singing in my heart.

I really thankful that whatever I do and wherever I go, I can feel God present is there and will encourage me all the time. What I did is just quiet down myself and listen.