Life become more and more meaningless, keep doing things for other. Really less time and almost reach 0 time for myself.
Very happy to know someone getting married. One of my classmate getting married soon on September and one of my Brother in Christ same age with me also going to married on that month. Just realize it whether it will crash my schedule or not. My friend wedding on Saturday so will go Bentong on Friday night, stay over and become Brother.
Feel like very lonely see people around getting their best partner to accompany. Although i already get use to is to be lonely and now have the same feeling like old time do everything by my own (so call lonely life).
Many things happened around me, nothing i can do much to encourage people because not enough skill and not experience enough to give words of encouragement. If got also just absorb from somewhere but never have face to face experience in it so will still lacking of understanding.
I hope that everyone will have a silent moment reflect back what they have done from the day they born until now. As for me, whatever things that i done in the past (got happy moment as well as the sky is falling down moment) will encourage myself to look forward for the things happen later.
P/S:
My tuition teacher always say. Life is always up down up down. This will make our life more meaningful rather than become constant straight line where we seem doing same things over and over again like a robot which dont have any feeling at all even though we paint it, kick it, cut it or destroy it.
Have a Quiet Moment!!!